October Came and Went

Wow I can't believe that October is over already :( Now its November and all that is on my mind is how many more days/weeks I have left until my baby girl is here. In about 37 days/5 weeks my little girl will bless my life by entering this world. Although I feel that she will come a week before her actual due date, I want her to be a healthy. I am so excited to know that she is coming but I am also a little nervous and scared for that day cause it's in the unknown. I don't like the unknown cause I want to know exactly when she will be here but it's out of my hands.

My baby girl is gonna be a little stinker in my opinion cause she hasn't let me sleep for the past few days cause she will not stop MOVING!!!!! Oh well though but as long as she sleeps through the night I will be a happy camper which I doubt very much. It's gonna be a big transition from being a married wife to a new mom; hopefully my head doesn't explode from being overwhelmed. Lucky i have a wonderful husband that supports me as these last weeks are very uncomfortable for me as I can't sleep and I am experiencing bad back pain.

I also hope that I will be able to have Thanksgiving this year cause I love food and I mean that when I say I love food and thank goodness that I don't have to cook anything this year but if my little girl decides to come that day I will not be a happy capmer. I am kidding when I say that cause she will out shine my hunger for food that day but I have told my mom that I will be expecting a plate of food while I am in the hospital :)Reguardless of what happens in these next few weeks I am looking forward to new life changes and no matter what happens I thank God for giving me everything that I have and will recieve in the years to come. I am thankful for my husband for everything he has done for me. For his patience with me during my difficult days and being able to make me smile when I get upset with him. I love you sweetheart.

10 more weeks :)

10 more weeks until my little girl comes into my world. I can't believe that it's already 10 weeks and she is going to be here! Well I am getting everything ready for her arrival just need some essentials like little shoes and hopefully I can find a Christmas dress for her. That's really what I'm looking for cause I love Christmas and I love dresses. My husband and I got her crib yesturday a big thanks for my Dad for buying her crib for us. It's so pretty and we can use it as she gets older which I don't want to think about already. I am just excited for her to be here and I am also excited for my upcoming baby shower which is getting a little stressful but everything will be okay. I know everything will be okay and no matter what happens I will have my family there beside me through thick and thin.

Almost There :)

Well I offical start my last trimester tomorrow which is very exciting. I still can't believe that I'm having a baby in about 84 days. I am a little nervous and excited at the same time. Lately I have been wanting to listen to Christmas music cause she will be here just in time for Christmas. I have been shopping for the perfect Christmas dress for her but so far no luck but there is one out there before. My belly is getting bigger and bigger, I am eating like crazy since I started my pregnancy which has been a lot. I have been craving all kinds of food but nothing weird just Jr. Bacon Chesseburgers from Wendy's those are the bomb!!! Rice Krispy Treats, Sweet and Salty Chewy Peanut Butter Bars and lots and lots of French Fries and Ice Cream. Yummy!!! I'm excited for my baby girl to come and bless my life and my husbands life. I know that she is going to be spoiled by not only me and husband but my parents are already starting to spoil her. I'm every emotion that's in the book but that's okay cause she is going to be the best thing that will ever happen to me in my life.

2010 Has Brought Many Wonders & Changes

Well I decided to update since my last blog was from November of 2009 which was a long time ago. 2010 has brought a lot of new changes in my life, and the past is the past. Nothing but mere memories for me to sometimes look back upon and it's time to move forward with change. I like to start off by saying that I meet the man of my dreams and we got married in February :) My husband Ben is the most amazing man I have ever met but I'm sure that every girl says that about their man. He is the complete opposite from me which is different to me but over the past seven months since we meet it's been a life changing experience. He is a Red Soxs fan which causes some fights during baseball season since I like The New York Yankees. But I love him more than anything.

I am going to be a mom by the end of the year. Yes, Ben and I are having a baby. A baby girl and we are so excited for her to come into our lives and change it more. It was a shock when we found out that I was pregnant because I didn't think that it would happen so soon but I guess you can say that she is a honeymoon baby lol. Although I was happy at first I was also sad too. My mom who I love dearly, wasn't so happy with the fact that I was having a baby. Usually moms are excited, happy, and crying when they have a daughter tell them that they are having a baby; mine wasn't. It was as if I was 16 and having a baby and she was upset over it. After a few months she was happy but it still doesn't feel the same.

Ben and I have been having so much fun decorating her side of the room and buying her the cutest clothes. She actually has more cloths than both of us combined! i guess that's what happens when you have kids, they get more stuff than you and they are much better. Some times I think to myself "Am I ready to be a mom?" Some times I doubt myself about it but my husband tells me that I will be a great mom and that I will be there to support her. It will be a hard process but I just don't want her to go through what I went through growing up. It was rough for me and I want it to be easy for her. I want her to be healthy, for her to have great friends, and be loved by those around her. I don't want her to be used by anyone and have fake friends that stab her in the back. But then again that's hard because everyone has friends that stab them in the back all the time, me the most.

I want her to learn from my mistakes and from her fathers too. I don't want her to be in a family that fights all the time like mine. I want to be there for her and have a great relationship with me so that she can come to me and know that I will listen and say the right thing. It will be a hard process and it may not end up that way but that is what I want for our daughter and for our future children which won't be until she is about five or six. I am anxious and nervous for that day she comes into this world but I know that I will have my husband there to support me when I start freaking out and I know he will be there to help me the first few days and weeks when we bring her home. I love her more than anything already and I love my husband. He is my everything and my world and I can't wait for us to spend the rest of our lives together for many years to come.

It's Almost Christmas!!!

With the holiday shopping done and Christmas on the way. It makes me wonder where the time went? As i looked back I realized that my time went to the only place that is my life now. Work!! All of my time and energy has gone to my job 24/7 which is tiring since I have no social life what so flipping ever. Work has teken much of my time and energy but I have to be greatful for the people I work with because they have been my friends lately since I see them a lot more than my actual friends with is sad in a way but they have been there for me and I love them dearly. Plus working at my store allows me some SWEET!!! discounts; which come in handy for birthdays and Christmas. This year has gone by so fast that anticiapting next year is going to be fun which is going to be exciting and I'm gratefull for this year because it has allowed me to grow as a person and know my true place in this world. I'm greatful for everything that I am given everyday and thank Heavenly Father for allowing me to have the live that I thought that i would never have. This year has been huge for me and I only hope that it gets better and better.

21!!!

Wow I honestly can't believe that I'm 21 now. It's a cool feeling sort of it still feels like any other birthday but now I feel like an adult now :) Wow so much has happened that I haven't been able to update anything. Well I got promoted at work Yay!!! Yeah I'm a key Holder at American Eagle which is kinda like an Assistant Manager but not quite. I've been going through some training this week and it's gotten a little crazy but I'm working it out. What else is new that I can come up with??? Let me think....... still thinking........ Nope! Nothing, well its just a quick update :)

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince!! (Warning there are spoliers in here from the movie.)

Being a huge Harry Potter fan, I've been looking forward to the new Harry Potter movie. I can say that I enjoyed it but having read the book first I noticed that the movie added and took out a lot of things. That usually happens with a lot of movies but I noticed it more in this one out of the Harry Potter books. I'm going to be very critical and will pick apart this movie. I read the book again and I have come up with 23 points that compare the book from the movie. So let's start from the beginning of the movie/ book alright. Let us begin!!

1. For those who read the book, do you remember Fudge meeting with the Prime Minister? Yeah wasn't in the movie. I thought it was critical because Fudge is telling a "Muggle" that the "Magical" world exists. Hmmm..... if I remember correctly the Prime Minister knows a lot about some know characters in the Magic world. If they did mention that in the movie it was probably when I went to the bathroom.

2. Nacrissa Malfoy... Now I figured she would look younger than what they portrayed her in the film for one and two she's suppose to have long platinum blond hair not half brown half blond. What is that!? I was disappointed with that a lot and that whole scene is suppose to have an argument between Wormtail and Snape. Where was that at?

3. When Dumbledore appears to Harry, he shows up at Privet Drive and not at the Subway station. I thought that was odd because Dumbledore speaks to his Uncle and Aunt in the book where they discuss what Sirius left for Harry.

4. Horace Slughorn... I was pretty impress with Jim Broadbent playing Slughorn but He's suppose to have a mustache when he clearly doesn't and he's suppose to be bald too.

The way that he is first introduced is wrong but I'm satisfied with what David Yates did but I was hoping for a better introduction of Slughorn.


5. When arrive at The Burrow Dumbledore and Harry arrive together, not separate as it is in the movie. That whole scene was completely off! For those of you that have rad the book, remember that Fleu Delacour comes to the Burrow because she is marrying Billy Weasley. Then the Burrow never caught on fire! I know that the director made that up completely.

6. The scene where Harry, Ron, and Hermione follow Draco and his mom is semi right. They speak to each other before they decide to follow them, there was a confrontation between Nacrissa and Harry in the book too. After that they go to Fred and George's Joke Shop, have fun there, and then follow Draco. Side note Hermione gets a black eye from the "Punching Telescope" in the Joke Shop. Plus they do not hang from a roof they go inside and get kicked out by the owner of Borgin and Burkes. Then again The Golden Trio run into Malfoy, argue and leave. Oh and FYI I must say that Draco did get really hot in this movie! Love him!!

7. I noticed that in the book. Professor Slughorn invited Harry to join his club way before he actually starts his potions class. Oh and something that I thought was interesting, Blaise Zabini is Black in the movie. All this time I thought he was White but I'll say that I prefer the movie suggestion of Blaise. As Harry sneaks into the compartment where all of the Slytherins are at; in the book, Blaise lists all of the students that were invited to Slughorns party while Pansy is stroking Draco's hair. DIDN'T HAPPEN! In the movie of course. But the whole scene where Draco breaks Harry's nose is correct.


8. Luna Lovegood does not free Harry from Petificus Totalus spell that Malfoy cast, it was Tonks. Yup that's right, and she takes him down to where they were inspecting the trunks and what not. That whole scene was with Tonks in the book not Luna, also Snape comes and looks for Harry and takes him to the Great Hall.

9. Harry willingly goes into Potions with Slughorn, McGonagall doesn't force him to take the class as portrayed in the movie. Now I would have liked to see everyone in Defense Against the Dark Arts class with Snape for the first time. That would have been awesome in my opinion. When the Golden Trio arrive in Potions, Hermione names all of the Potions that are in the cauldrons of course with her being really smart. Anyway, the make the Draught of Living Death, just like in the movie. Now fast forward to where they are in the Common Room and they take Harry's Book and she read that the Potions Book belongs to the Half-Blood Prince. In the book, Hermione thinks that the book is cursed and she tries a spell to see if it was, of course it's not but Harry is the only one that read that the book belongs to Half-Blood Prince *H.B.P.*, everyone finds out later on.


10. The part where Dumbledore starts to show Harry memories that revole around Voldemort. The very first one he shows him in the book, is concerning Voldemort's grandfather Marvolo *which is where is middle name came from* and not when Dumbledore visits Voldemort in the orphange.Dumbledore also shows Harry that Voldemort wanted the job as D.A.D.A teacher at Hogwaarts but ended up being turned down. When Harry looks in the bowl to look at the memory, Dumbledore and Harry travel inside to have a closer look at each memory. In the movie Harry just looks in the bowl and that's it.

11. Quidditch Try Outs!! This scene was fairly accurate now what I thought was funny was that Cormac was asking Ron for an introduction to Hermione and Ron gets jealous. That was funny because Ron thought he didn't have a chance against Cormac. I love Ron!! Ron and Cormac's try out in the movie was perfect!! Very well done on that in my opinion and the guy that plays Cormac, I forgot his name but he's pretty good looking. Anyways, afterwards they all visit Hagrid, Buckbeak makes an apperence too. Here they find out that Aragog isn't well *more details about that later*.


12.Don't you think it would have been interesting to see Harry try and attempt some of the spells in the H.B.P.'s book? I think so but I guess the director didn't want to emphizes on that.

13. While in Hogsmade, Tonks, makes another apperence in the book. Why didn't the director make it know that Tonks is looking out for Harry? I thought that if at least we knew then some things might have made sense. Also when Katie Bell gets cursed Harry goes to get Hagrid for help, Hagrid just decides to pop up out of the blue. Now comparing the cursed necklace, in the movie it's carefully placed back in it's oringinal wrapping, the book says in a scarf, I prefer the movies adapation on that. Another interesting things is that Snape is not with McGonagall when they examine the necklace and it is McGonagall that tells Harry that Dumbledore is away not Snape.

14. According to the book, Hermione tells Ron not to drink his juice since she saw Harry slip something in there. The movie has Luna saying that instead.. I think she looks awesome in that lion head piece, what a way to show some Gryffindor spirit even though she's in Ravenclaw. Go Luna!!

15. Slughorn's Party.... another scene that was perfect. Everything was in order and adding when Cormac threw up on Snape was awesome and funny. I enjoyed it a lot. After that, when Snape tells Draco that he's there to protect him and that he made The Unbreakable Vow was fairly accurate, the wording was changed but all-in-all these scenes where very good. I like that Draco stood up for himself too. :))))

16. They learn how to Apparate in the book and I think that this could have been in the movie since I felt it could have had more magic and spells in it. When Ron takes the love potion that was my favorite scene in the movie, I love the scene with Ron and Slughorn to. Again I love Ron!! But then when he was poisioned I almost cried!!

17. The memory between Slughorn and Voldemort is the most accurate m scene from the movie. I tried to find a picture with both Slughorn and Voldemort but I only found this one. Oh well.

18. The fight between Harry and Draco had a twist to it in the book than in the movie. Moaning Myrtle was in the bathroom when the fighting started. Harry finds out that Draco is in the bathroom through the Marauder's Map, he does not follow him from the Great Hall. You see how powerful the H.B.P. spells are when Harry uses the Sectumsempra on Draco. You can tell that Draco is struggling from doing the right thing and following what Voldemort wants. Don't you just want to hug him? I do hahaha.


19.The Cave oooo the cave!! There are no floating bodies in the movie and there are no bodies jumping in and out of the water. In the book there are bodies floating and according to Harry they are jumping out of the water. In the movie when the dead grab Harry and dragged him underwater, that didn't happen in the book they almost did but to add a dramtic effect which worked for me. I thought that this is a cool picture of Dumbledore at the cave scene.

20. When Harry and Dumbledore come back from the cave, the Apparate to Hogsmade not back to the Astronomy Tower. They get brooms and fly back to the tower where Draco comes to kill Dumbledore. Right on with the scene David Yates! I was a very pleased :) See he can't do it! Draco is a good guy! I don't care if he's a Death Eater I LOVE HIM!!! I've said that already. Bellatrix was not part of the Death Eater that came to Hogwarts, though she did a great job tearing up the Great Hall.

21. Harry, Ron, McGonagall, Lupin, Tonks, Ginny, and Neville start to fight the Death Eaters that are in Hogwarts. They should have put that in the movie because there would have been action. The scene with Harry and Snape was just like the book I wish that it could have been longer.


22. I wish that they would have explained how Snape is the Half-Blood Prince. If you don't know let me tell you. Elieen Prince was a former student of Professor Slughorn and later became a famous Quidditch player. She married Tobias Snape who is a Muggle. Dah dah dah! Yeah Snape is a half blood just like Voldomort. So he was more proud of his magical side so he decided to go by another name like Voldomort, so he called himself the Half-Blood Prince.

23. Dumbledore gets a funeral and is buried at Hogwarts. This gave students a final good-bye to the greatest wizard of all time. Wizards from around the world were able to attend the funeral and the cenaturs gave their tributes as well. I thought that the funeral would be a great way to end the movies and we are able to start the next movie. I was happy with the tribute the did for him in the movie *tear*

I'm excited for the next movies to come out. I know that I'm going to cry because I almost cried in this one. I gave this movie an A- since I did get very critical with this but over all it was very good and well made.
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Mexico!!

A few weeks ago my family and I took a cruise to Mexico for a week. I've never been on a ship before and let me tell you I was terrified! After watching the Titanic and Poseidon I wasn't sure if I could it but I was able to overcome my fear. There was so much to do from mini golfing to going clubbing, it was awesome! The thing that surprised me was how many guys tried to get my number. Oh course I didn't give it to them and I even got a marriage proposal. I know crazy huh?!? There was a bar tender named Percy *Yes that's his real name*. he served drinks for my family at dinner and he worked at the club that I would go to at night. He's a sweet guy but I'm not sure if I would marry him. He has to be LDS in order for me to marry him for one and two I have a missionary out so end of that. I had a waiter check me out while I was waiting in line at the buffet. That was funny because my little brother was giving him death glares. I love my little brother even though he can be a punk! I saw sea lions, dolphins, and all types of fish and birds there. I would love to do a cruise again!! I loved our dinner waiters Robert and Muhammad!! They were the best!! The food was so good, I think I gained five to ten pounds and it went straight to my thighs. GREAT!! Now I have to start working out so I can lose that weight.







Mexico was beautiful! I love Cabo San Lucas the best with the beaches and the food was amazing! Although the people are crazy and desperate for you to buy their products I loved it! I recommend going on a cruise for those who haven't gone on one. I want to go on a cruise for my 21st birthday which is in a few months but we'll see what happens from now until October. If I can't go in October then I'll go in December of January :) I really did have a good time, it was a great trip and I was so happy to spend it with my family.